wow.

its amazing isnt it?

how everything can change your world in a split second.

i found out my sister is pregnant.

and i wouldnt be such a big deal if she wasnt still in high school.

but shes a senior.

and im pretty sure shes gonna keep it.

but wow.

and she wasnt even the one who told me.

my MOTHER told me.

you know how bad that made me feel?

like i couldnt be trusted.

my own sister didnt even want to tell me.

but i hope everything will be okay.

i want her to be happy.

so if keeping it will make her happy then so be it.

I just hope my family will be able to support her and the baby..financially i mean.

but god.

i didnt even believe my mom when she told me.

because really i thought she was smarter than that.

oh well though cant do anything about it now though huh?

just kind of have to live with it.

but on a happier note i came back from san francisco sunday.

it was SO much fun.

especially with jeff. and his friends.

just being with him made everything 10 times better.

his friends are really funny too.

anywho..

peace around the world.